Wednesday, April 05, 2006

sedey?

Napa ya tiba-tiba cam nak menjauhkan diri. Perbualan pun makin kurang. Marah ke ngan reaction aku semalam? Atau merajuk tak dilayan? Or is it something else? Terasa gak aku biler pertanyaan dijawab acuh tak acuh. Benda yang sentiasa wat bersama tiba-tiba kena ada confirmation plak. I thought it's mutual understanding?

Sudah lah ko jangan nak berangan lebih! Dia dah tak nak kawan ngan ko lagi, tak paham ke? Tak reti-reti lagi nak mengundur diri? Apa yang ko dapat pun dok layan ni before this? Not that you should expect something in return but you're wasting your time. Treat him as a colleague, just like others. Don't ever venture into that place again. You wanted so badly to befriended him, you had your chance and now he doesn't want your company anymore ... so be it! Tak yah ko nak feeling lebih-lebih, pondan sangat!!

Yes, I know that but it's kinda hurt lah being treated this way. Dulu aku slalu wat camtuh kat H, skang giliran aku plak rasa. Padan muka aku. Mrasalahh ....